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Maine sucks. Vote one day to allow gay marriage and repeal it in like ten minutes? SOUNDS LIKE GREAT IDEA LOL. Why are we even arguing as to whether or not people should be allowed the basic human right to be miserable with another human being of their choice?

I hate people.

(P.S. I want a Supia Rosy. Sort've. Ughh I don't know I want to find an MSD I like so I can have someone little to carry around ughhh.)

So just so all what, five, of you know, I'm not dead. Not updating, but also not dead.

What's there to say? I'm a sophomore in high school now (very shiny), and shit sux. Twifags are in abundance for whatever reason, schoolwork is boring as hell... is it over yet?

Might use LiveJournal and Flickr a lot more now. Because I can. And stuff.

Shanner's DZ Hid, Seth, arrived a week or so ago- my god, that boy is so adorable and sexy and my god he's so littleeeeee. Wings got her DZ Mo-3 today, too- holy shit, he's great. We also stuffed Goose the cat into a DollZone box, so that was good fun. But oh my god, DOLLIES. Dakota's out of his box in nine days, and then after Christmas I can start saving towards Taylerbeast's head. I need resin matches for all the DZ resin and the crobidoll resin- I like how DZ's boy bodies look, but I'd be dissapointed if the resin didn't match well enough. ;0;

I keep experiencing this weird in-out sick: today I had a sore throat for a good deal of the day, and yet now I'm fine. I also feel lightheaded occasionally for no particular reason, so that's a bit frustrating. I try to make up for it by sleeping all day, playing Halo 3, and then just not moving when there's no school.

Blegh school.

I have to rewrite a portion of the book Speak, from another character's perspective. Even though I WANTED to write the section 'First Amendment', from the view of David (who I relate to easily), I am now rewriting that Thanksgiving disaster thing. I thought I was allowed to write whatever god damn section I wanted to write, woman.

This whole writing thing would be so much easier if I actually had my Speak book, too. I got chewed out for losing it, even though I did make a good effort to find them- them plural, because another chick in my class lost her book in the same study hall, same period. OUR STUDY HALL TEACHERS APPARENTLY DID NOT SEE TWO SPEAK BOOKS, NOPE. Looks like I'm going to have to buy a copy of that damn book, too, so I can replace the copy I 'lost'.

Fucking school, man.

My parents make this ordering thing sound infinitely more difficult than it really is. I've told my crazy batshit mother ALL WEEK to give my dad $38 of Christmas money for my half of Jackie's present and shipping, as well as my $10 allowance for my wig. I've also told her all week that Wings plans to pay her $46 when the order arrives, but will pay earlier if they want her to. Now she's acting like I never told her this a milion times and like this is the most difficult process in the world I mean really mom shut the hell up. Ha ha, run-on sentence.

I'm going to go negociate with those morans, then get my Dollmore stuff ordered because if we order at this rate, it might arrive by NEXT INDEPENDENCE DAY HUZZAH HUZZAH.

Anyone know why we can't have nice things? Seriously.
ALL I WANT IS A ZOMBIEPOCALYPSE GAME WHERE I GET TO BE A BAMF WITH A SHOTGUN, CAMPING THE DOORWAY AND BLOWING THEIR BRAINS OUT. NO ADDED SUSPENSE OR HORROR, NO SCARY MUSIC. I BASICALLY WANT A ZOMBIEPOCALYPSE MODERN DOOM. WITH PUMP SHOTTIES AND CROWBARS AND ALCOHOL AND ZOMBIEEEESSSSSSSS.

But no, really. Anyone notice the sad decline in gaming? It's gone from, "Wtf lol this is amazing," to "Wtf lol this is so realistic!!!1". We put visuals before actual gameplay, even though the visuals only play a minor part in the experience. Somewhere around the release of the Playstation 3, it seems that every major developer had a defect in their photoshop that caused their colour palette to consist entirely of browns and grays. An overemphasis has been placed on games looking "gritty" and "real"- hell, even on GAMEPLAY having to be real. I play video games to experience another world- it's nice to play in a world just like our own, but I'll note that when I step outside, everything isn't fucking beige and dark brown. Your game isn't "hardcore" because no more than two of the primary colors appear on the screen at any given time.

It's depressing that games like Mirror's Edge are a minority in modern gaming. Mirror's Edge is beautiful- it's clean and "safe" and it's so aesthetically pleasing, even though the city's government has such a dark undertone. Hell, Halo 3 is considered to be 'unrealistic' with its color palette by some people, and Halo's a pretty accurate representation of the REAL WORLD, where the sky is occasionally pretty and blue, grass is a nice green, and the trees aren't all barren and charred.

Maybe it's because as a kid, I had shit like Mario Kart and Pokemon. Maybe it's because I grew up thinking the world wasn't monochromanic, I don't know. Hopefully this is all just a fad, and it'll fade away with time- hopefully. At least my fucking Xbox is colorful now, thank you NXE.

Happy Turkey Day! Gobblegobblegobble PEW PEW BWBAWWWKKK GOBBLE -dead- MMMMmmm.

Turkey Day Holiday Hopper in Halo 3, make sure to check that out, Also, delicious pumpkin pies. Mmmm.

I haven't updated my LiveJournal in forever. HELLO, LIVEJOURNALLL. /dies.

UPDATES!
 + The Doll is a B&G Sapphira, he's in a box, I get him Christmas.
 + Tim Horton's is fucking delicious.
 + That's about it.

School's blegh, at least I'm on break, amirite?

Kso, I totally lied. I'm not going to rant this journal; moreover, I'm going to tiredly mumble on about my day and BJDness.

Today was good mostly- I'm officially a freshman now. Dad n' I went out to Arby's, then drove by the Ed Center so I could take a look at the school servers and talk to the print manager/awesome Mac dude about awesome Mac things and Adobe.  After that some craziness ensued about LANs, but we'll fix that proper later. Mom's all up in arms about two of my hoodies being 'gone'- in reality they're missing and I might grab a black hoodie from someone for a coverup. No covering the grey one: I'll just let her be pissed at me for 'losing' my grey hoodie and then let her grumble over the black one for a while, then just convienently slip it back to the owner. Oh wells.

I set up this pretty fountain that Jimmy bought a while ago- it's pretty relaxing since the water is constant and it keeps the room from being silent (minus the hum of electronics, of course). I Lost The Game. I'm actually not feeling any excitement that school's out- just that I go to Jackie's soon, and that by the end of September/early October my Dollzone Megi might actually be a reality. Aaron's fund is pretty dang low right now, and Mom seems to- regardless of her claims to think Megi's cute- be doing everything in her power to keep me impoverished. Oh well: even if my saving can't produce the amount of money I need, I've got a birthday in September, and possibly money when report cards go home. Sometimes it's just so tiring trying to think of ways to make the saving process faster that I almost just give up. Luckily my obsession won't let me give up, right?

Well, that's it. seriously.

DUNANANANANA NANANANANA JOURNAL POST, JOURNAL POST.

First post on my LJ account. I haven't been on here in forever, it's kind of fun to be back. S'abit weird, though I suppose I'll get it soon enough.

Expect a lot of ranting here in my next entry, hm.